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When You Wake

by Human Fade

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1.
will you find it in yourself to say, "what the hell, you're not that awful"? will you find it in your shell to think of someone else? that, i have longed for will you find it in your soul to shove your futile hate down to the bottom? will you do as your told and fix the situation you have started? i'd rather be anything but an anchor in your eyes i'd rather be anything else will you learn to pacify? then, maybe i would try to show a little will you be the bigger person? fake that it's all worth it and try to let go i'd rather be anything but a deity in disguise i'd rather be anything white and red and all the cars start crashing
2.
well known to belabor anyone who sits about with thrown haymakers what's there to give a shit about? understand, i can't think straight overthink how to stand straight i'm not unstable i'm only irritated when you act distraught keep the door closed well, how did you imagine i'd be trapped? you lie, boy, i'm not being bad not my fault, why'd you leave for that?
3.
Getter 03:26
last night i had a dream about you last night the best morning of my life to find you alive sometimes i wish i could do anything sometimes everything you want, in time i'll make your life worth living for now or never now and forever we whine and watch the time fly by us while we whine the wellwater has yet to be refined that's fine you may not like the outcome, and that's fine the places i won't call home to and he is not alright for you dream of me and better things will happen when you wake they better be on empty rely on me, all i need it's everything to me
4.
Unsure 04:02
i heard you weren't feeling quite yourself today you lost your self-control and sympathy am i talking out of turn or over you? 'cuz all you care about is how a certain people point their view i heard the weather's looking nice this time of year i'm unsure exactly where, but i'm sure it's far from here you wouldn't dare to prove your worth to my dismay you're like a hangover that won't go away don't bother wasting patience with your whine god forbid, you might run out of lies trying to replace the perfect picture when it's broke can anybody give a motive to compulsive while i won't? unstable in your condition you have not been forgiven i heard the weather's looking nice this time of year i'm unsure exactly where, but i'm sure it's far from here you ought to fill the hole with therapy someday i hope that someday you'll just go away i hope that someday you'll just go away
5.
Slow Song 03:25
wrong, slow song the house divides against me men, women, and all your children cowering on the front lawn a boy with big dreams weighed down and caught in the thick of thin things what do you want for christmas? what do you want me to do? what's the deal with different? what must i prove to you? i don't care, i never will i want to do everything you'd hate me to so learn to deal with different i'll prove myself to you and that, i'll prove to you
6.
Tirades 05:05
my heart has set sail, i hope it don't sink forgot why i started this, i can't recall anything but i won't admit it, if not for emitting my endless supply of pure contradictions i'll stress when i'm tense, since you're already drained why do i get so pissed off every day? putting my love in terrible pain it's not like this argument matters much anyway it's hard to resolve when i won't concede i want to say words, but all that comes out of me are foolish mistakes i can't seem to shake when the ocean dries up, i'm still fishing for compliments the crumbs of our caring, residual help no one's got time for my constant complaining she's all that i care about, and she cares for me the lone hope i have who can see through my tirades

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released March 9, 2024

recorded at dead end studios in islip terrace, ny
all music and lyrics written and performed by cameron west
production and mixing by nick starrantino
mastering by pierce johnston

dedicated to emily

brought to you by the letter "b"

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long island grungy emo by cameron west

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